Monday, October 25, 2004


Again... yet again am i lying sleepless in my bed. Questions blasting through my head, "what if this" and "what if that". Yet again I wonder why all these thoughts comes at night. The time when I so need to sleep to be able to cope with tomorrows struggles. Questions and thoughts impossible to answer but that I can't look aside. Yet again I will get up tomorrow with red eyes, taking a shower trying freshen up but still looking like hell. Yet again trying to make my way to campus with sleepy eyes. And yet again not be able to get as much out of the classes as I should do.

I'm so tired... but I can't sleep.